Thursday, April 29, 2010

head is spinning

So much has happened in the last sixty minutes - from hearing God tell me to step out on faith and take a risk - to attempting to do that (and will still do that when opportunity presents itself) - to having a completely out of the blue opportunity  happen for my husband literally during the moment  I was stepping out on faith - to then about thirty minutes later having a door shut for me at this time - to questioning if I still take a risk - to realizing (or attempting to still realize) that what God has told me to do isn't dependent on that door.  And all the while wondering what in the world I am doing and feeling sad and confused and anxious and excited all at the same time.

I know this is completely vague, and I will be specific in a day or two.


  1. You know I'm dying here. DYING!

  2.!! I logged on just to see if you had posted!!
    Will look forward to hearing about everything. God is with you!


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